There’s nothing better then feeling loved and appreciated on an ordinary day. This morning, a week after mothers day, I woke up to this amazing home made card. I love that they made me my own unique card, thanking me for things that you wouldn’t find on a “traditional” card at the store…best morning!

These words mean alot in so many ways. When I was pregnant with Madison, I had an idea in my mind of what being a mother would be like. Some of those thoughts have stayed the same and some are very different, now raising a child with special needs.
I have come to terms with the reality that Madison will most likely have sleep issues most of her life, not just as a baby and toddler as most parents experience. Most parents will go through the phase of 1 year of scattered sleep, but I feel for us it is unknown- and I am ok with that because the gift that Madison and I get in return with our nightly cuddles make up for the dark under eye circles and tired days.
All of her appointments and places to be can be draining, but so rewarding. Not only is she getting the therapy and services that will make her stronger, but I feel she is learning life lessons that most children don’t experience so young. She is learning to be flexible and easy going, she is learning the value of hard work and committment, and she is learning about the importance of community.
Thank you James and Madison for your beautiful words that mean more than you will ever know.